i wouldn't say i am depressed, but certainly this hasn't really been a good week.
still feel the hurt from time to time, always wondering if it's a right decision to make.
but on the other hand, somehow it feels lighter, and perhaps i am really not able to face and bear the consequences that will follow should i stay on.
i am trying hard to get past these feelings, i know it will take time, but am glad i have my dear dear friends with me.
sam, for his simple sms-es. even a simple "how are you today" makes me feel really touched. he is not overly mushy and seems to be nochalant about it, but i know deep down in my heart he cares.
sarah, for just telling me her house is open to me 24/7 whenever i need a place to run and hide to cry my heart out. :)
qi and cc for just telling me they will be there whenever i need to talk. and for being my pillars of strength at work.
and look at what the girls got me.. a cheer-up kit! qi gave me the pouch last sun, and cc gave me the kit on mon. when i took pics of these, i kinda teared because i feel really really loved.
thank you girls (yes, including you sam).
i really love all of you, and i wouldn't trade you girl for anything in the world. even though it may be through heartaches (esp qi and cc) that we became closer, i would still say it is all worth it! :))

cc, qi and i with our "sons". and no, Thor is not qi,s dog, she just kidnapped him for this pic. haha...

my cheer-up kit from the girls!